Hello. I'm a graduate student in the Chicago area looking to satisfy unfulfilled needs.
I am naturally submissive but am looking for a certain experience in particular. I am not interested in being a slave or a 24/7 situation at this time.
What am I looking for? My username somewhat describes it... I want to explore my masochistic side with Men who enjoy inflicting pain to heighten their own sexual pleasure. I first started being interested in this after watching videos of a male porn star roughly slapping and even punching a woman while using her for his pleasure... Even though it was film, I knew that I wanted to feel that mixture of fear, pain, and pleasure...
Ideally, I want to build up to being used... and abused... by a group and would prefer to meet someone who can help me fulfill that desire.
\\\**Postscript:** I suppose it needs to be mentioned that I am **NOT** new to kink and BDSM. Due to my interest in sexuality and fetishes, I have dabbled in a variety of aspects of the lifestyle and have experienced a good bit.
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