some one asked me recently what i wanted... i would like someone to play with from time to time. to see what i like and don't like. once a month maybe more. i don't want anything serious. I would be AS serious as i was able in a session,if it came to that. I know it's not a game. just not sure how well I would manage being a sub. not sure that i want to / am able to be one.
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My Ideal Person:
A man needs to be strong physically, emotionally, mentally, in all ways possible. He needs to be able to take charge of a situation, especially if I am floundering. Guide me to make the proper decisions.. but not boss me. I have some kink in me but it needs to be drawn out at times. Though if he would want ME to take charge of the situation on the odd occasion, I could be persuaded to do so.
First time sex, while usually hot as hell, is generally awkard and it takes time to get to know a person's specific "oh my fucking god" trigger. I'm obviously not looking for any kind of serious commitment, but something sort of regular would be nice.
And if I come across my perfect man, the one that makes my heart skip and music sound from thin air.. i'm all in.
and no. at this point.. unless you happen to be the perfect man i have created in my mind.. i don't think i'd want to live the lifestyle beyond the session.. but i might change my mind. it's all very confusing.
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